To Remember Nothing

I went drinking

Burn out all

My thoughts

Feel shock like

Acid

Down my throat

One shot

Two shots

Three

Don’t want to see

The sun

Close my eyes

Swaying

Is there music or

Is it just me?

If I sit too still I

Can hear my blood

Rushing 

Racing in circles

Up and down and around

Bizarre beat to dance to but

It will suffice

And now I don’t mind

Anything

Mostly I feel

Cocooned

Snakes of warmth

Weaving around my limbs

Coiling in 

My chest

And walking is

Not an ideal state

So I will stay 

Here

Another shot

Dancing with my heartbeat

Until you lie me

Down

Tuck me in

Let me rest

Or I wander to bed myself

Remember nothing in the morning