Some-fucking-how

I am so proud of us

Because

I can’t check the news

I can’t hold my friends

I can’t say what’s 

On my mind

The only place I can live 

Is this moment and even 

This moment is a

Fucking 

Mess

I can’t think beyond

The summer

Think about the ocean 

Think about starlight

Don’t ask me who I will be

When you see me next

That person lives in a

Dying world

And I’m so 

Fucking

Proud

Of anyone who can

Keep shit afloat right now

No money

No home, no help, no saving us

No fucking hope

Whatever

The system is fucked

And know that I have hope

Some-fucking-how

But my part is only to say

Don’t give up, keep fighting

Lean on me if you need

Please know this is all I can do

I don’t have energy for

Anything else